I like your diaries and have very simliar experience. Life is not easy sometimes. You can never
know what your life will be no matter good or bad. Sometimes, it is not in your control. But you
always want to try your best.
I never thought I can have divorce but it happened and no one can stopped it. Growing up in a tr
aditional family, I always thought marirrage is just one time for me and all the dramas and bad
stories only happended in TV or to other people. But I started to learn and understand myself, o
thers, and life better after all of this happended.
I lived in Bay area for 2 years and then moved to southern california. Again, I feel so familiar
with things you mentioned in your diaries.
My really best wishes to you and your son. Hope you can find your life better. The bottom line i
s that we adults should let the kids have the as best enviroments as possible. They are so naiev
e and innocent.